There is a time in every person's life where things seem to be incredibly difficult. Despite it being unpleasant it shows that there's a chance for it to get better. In life, we are given a limited amount of options and one of those very options is to get through the "storm." It's so important to remember that we don't have control over everything in our lives… And that's perfectly okay. Don't let those uncontrollable situations make you think it's going to stay that way forever. Obstacles are simply part of life and we sometimes have to deal with them even when we especially don't deserve to. All that matters is that you're trying your best because that's all anyone can ask of you. Don't be so hard on yourself. You've been through so much and you're still fighting. I'm so proud of you and you should be proud of yourself too. Now, here is one of my favorite song lyrics of all time! It's by one of my favorite singers as well, John Mayer: "I am in repair. I'm not together, but I'm getting here." Everything takes time and one day you WILL get there.
Your dearest friend,